Dtcn:(

• Err some thoughts just came across my mind. But I feel so sad about everything. I just can’t get enough joyful when something went wrong and I’m not in a good mood atm.

• It doesn’t matter how much u hurt me. But I cannot stand here in vain stalking wat u talk about how miserable u were when we were in love. Can u just stop doing these bloody goddam stupid things huh? I can’t suffer anymore oww my heart my head my everything will explode soon.

• Another thing is my cellphone is broken already. :(

• One friend broke the promise today.

• I miss and just wanna meet that kinda freak :(

• got irritated w housing company and Finland embassy. I even haven’t got any offer for apartment and no idea how my visa is these days. Mom told me if I cannot get my visa on time or they refuse it, I have to cancel the flight ticket and buy another one going back to the ” middle of nowhere ” before the expired date :( FML Life is such a harsh thing, isnt it? :((((((